Finding my path

Hi there,
One God. I see you have heard me. I now have a small pot of money. I forgot where i kept it.
Good, I feel, at least I will not spend it.
But if I do not spend it what is the use of having it.
So many dicotomies.
Help me Lord in getting a direction, taking a path, even if it is the wrong one.
I have decided I will write to you daily.
Maybe that will help in collecting my thoughts and making me see the path I should walk on.'
Best regards & thank you for the luck you have showered on me,
Manoj